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(kigou) misokona ttayo ! shin fumihiko

hisashi burini shin fumihiko sensei no hon wo katta . taitoru ha ( hizume rareru nippon gendaishi ) *1(PHP , 2006 nen ) .

obi niha (( rekishi ninshiki ronsou ),( ooe kenzaburou shi ),( NHK to asahi ) kara ( juugun'ianfu ),( nankin gyakusatsu ),( shouwatennou ) made . naze nihonjin wo misuri^do suru genron ga zokushutsu surunoka ? rekishika ga surudoi mesu wo ireta hyouron shuu .) to kaka reteiru .

naiyou ha ounen no shin sensei no chosaku karaha souzou modekinaihodo teireberu namonode , mohaya netouyo . reberu to itsutte sashitsukae naihodono teizoku namonodatta .

sono naka demo ichiban akirekaeri , doujini mouzen to hara gatattanoga tsugino bunshou .

chikushi [ tetsuya ] shi nitsuiteha , [2002 nen ]12 gatsu 18 nichiya no ( houdou suku^pu ) de ( kitachousen ni kaku wo motsu natoiu shikaku ha kaku taikoku no amerika nihanai ) to arata na sousai ron wo butteitanonibikkurishitaga , 12 gatsu 23 nichi no ( NEWS 23 ) deha , tondemonai gurotesuku na bangumi wo toujou saseta .

( nenmatsu SP anatano iken wo nama de boshuu , anatano monogatari de bangumi wo tsukuru 90 funkan no jikken ) nofurekomide gamen ni toujou shitanoha , mae wo hadakete jinkou koumon no gomu fukuro wo burasageteiru wakai josei datta .

shikamo tsuyu ninatta jouhanshin no kafukubu kara tsuki dete iru pinku shoku no gomuho^su no gotoki mono wo , honnin ganikoniko warai nagara sashi te ( watashi no chou desu . kokokara bin ga fukuro ni ochiru nodesu ) to setsumeishi tanoniha gyouten shita . nanto mo atoaji no warui shi^n daga , jouhin to teihyou noatta ( NEWS 23 ) mo ero , guro to tabu^ wo yabutta tsugi ha nansensu no ban kato kitai no omoi monakuhanai .

kiku tokoroniyoruto , TBS niha houdou rinri soto gaidorain narumonogaarutoiu . sono nakano ( hin'i aru houdou ) toiu koumoku niha ( takai suijun no reisetsu wo mamori , shakai no kachikan ni binkan dearukoto , nin ni fukaikan wo atae ruyouna houdou ya hyougen ni ochiira naikoto ) nadoto kai tearu .

mata , ( sei ni kansu ru houdou ) niha , kodomo wo fukume ta kazoku de miru koto wo nentou ni oi te shuzai henshuu niataru youni , to chuui shitearuyoshi . ianfu ya jinkou koumon no wadai to egaki houga , hata shite zenki no gaidorain ni teishoku shinaika chikushi kyasuta^ no kenkai wo shiri tai tokoroda .

( ue kei kaki , 136 pe^ji . kyouchou ha inyou mono . kansuuji ha tekigi , sanyousuuji de hyouki shita )

watashiha , kono bangumi ha mite inaiga , wakai josei ga nanraka no gen'in de jinkou koumon wo tsukura zaru wo enakunarukotoha , nikutaiteki nimo , seishinteki nimo , shakaiteki nimo hijouni tsurai kotodato omou . shougaisha hamina , shougai wo mochi takute motte iruwakedehanai . kono josei ga waratte jibun no jinkou koumon wo terebi de mise rareruyouninarumadeniha , tanin niha rikai mo souzou modekinaiyouna kunan ya kattou gaattadarouto kangae ru .

watashiha , kanojo no sugata ga guro datomo omowa naishi ,( atoaji ga warui ) tomo omowa nai . kanojo no yuuki wo tatae , shiawase wo negawa zunihairarenai .

katta bakaridaga , kono hon ha gomi hako ni sute ru . mou , shin sanno hon nante yoma nai .

osutomeito no seikatsu ni^zu ( shadanhoujin nippon osutomi^ kyoukai )

(kigou) hajimeni

osutomeito toha , jinkou koumon . jinkou boukou ( kore wo suto^ma toiu ) wo fukubu ni zou setsu sareta shintaishougaisha wo ii , gaikenjou ha shintaishougaisha dearukotoga hanbetsu shinikui . osutomeito ha , shujutsu niyoru haisetsu bui to haisetsu shorihouhou no shintai kinou henka niyotte shouji ru .

(kigou) osutomeito no tokuchou

osutomeito ( jinkou koumon . jinkou boukou hoyuusha ) ha , haisetsu ni kakawa rukotoha tanin ni shira retakunaitono omoi ga tsuyoku , shakaiteki henken moatte kakushi tagaru keikou niari medata nai sonzai dearu .

shikashinagara , osutomeito nitotteha umare nagarano daichou no ichibu mataha zenbu . koumon aruiha boukou . nyoudou wo shujutsu niyotte setsujo sare , aratani zou setsu sareta suto^ma ( haisetsu ana ) kara haisetsu surukotoninaru shintai kinou no henka ha , taihen shokku nakotodeari seishinteki na dame^ji ga ooki ku , shitagatte jitai no henka wo ninshiki shi tachinaoru noha youi dehanai . iunareba , jibun dakega nanno inga dekonnahidoikotoninattanoka , korekarano jinsei hadounarunokanadono seishinteki na kattou to tanin to kotonaru shintai tonattakotono kutsujoku kan , sakiyuki wo yosoku dekinai shousou kan wo donoyouni norikoe teikukatoiu mondai dearu .

(kigou) osutomeito no shougai no yousou

suto^ma zou setsu ha , daichou gan . boukou gannadonogan shikkan nohoka , kaiyou sei daichou honoo . kuro^n byou nadono enshou sei shikkan , sentensei shikkan nado wo chiryou surutameni shujutsu niyotte okonawa reru . jinkou koumon no baai ha , setsujo shite nokotta kecchou arui ha kai chou no sentan wo haisetsu ana toshite fukubu ni kotei surunode katsuyakukin ganai joutai tonari , fuzuii ni bin ga haisetsu sare kontoro^ru surukotoga fukanou dearu . jinkou boukou no baai ha , ooku ha ichibu setsujo shita kai chou wo doukan toshitekoreni nyou kan wo tsunagete kai chou doukan no sentan wo haisetsu ana toshite fukubu ni kotei surunode katsuyakukin ganai joutai tonari , kandan naku nyou ga haisetsu sareru .

(kigou) osutomeito no nayami

kenjousha deattatokiniha rikai shigatai suto^ma to tomoni iki teikutoiu genjitsu ha , osutomeito nitotte , suto^ma no serufukea to suto^ma karano haisetsu toiu koudou no seiyaku ni taisho surutame , sukunaka razu raifusutairu no henkou wo yogina kusarerutoiukotodearu .

osutomeito ha , suto^ma wo zou setsu sareta toki kara nayami wo kazoku nimo soudan dekizu hitori de dae kon deiru . mata , suto^ma ni kansu ru hanchuu ha toujisha denakereba rikai dekinainode , hitori monmon toshite sugo su hibi ga tsuduku kotoninaru . osutomeito no ooku ha , haisetsubutsu no more ya kusai no toraburu wo ichido narazu keiken shi suto^ma shuui no hifu shougai ni toki toshite kurushi mi , suto^ma sougu no souchaku ga konnan na jitai ninareba gaishutsu dekinakunaru . suto^ma no serufukea gaumakuikanai , suto^ma ga fuan nadono riyuu de , gaishutsu nado koudouhan'i wo hasame teiru osutomeito moiru .

sou jite osutomeito niha , haisetsu nikakawaru mondai wo hajimetoshite suto^ma shuui no hifu toraburu taisaku nohokani , kotsuban nai shujutsu ni kiin suru sei kinoushougai . hai nyou shougai ya chou heisoku . nyouro kansenshou nado no jutsugo no gappeishou heno taiou , ganno ten'i . saihatsu oyobi hara shikkan nado heno fuan ga tsuneni tsuite mawaru .

mochiron , shintai kinou no henka niyoru seishinteki na dame^ji , nichijouseikatsujou no nayami . fuan , haisetsu shori heno taiou nadonohokani , fuufukankei . taijinkankei . shokuba deno taisho nadono men demo mondai wo dae teori , tayou na seikatsu ni^zu gaaru . mata , jakunensou deha shuugaku . shuurou . ren'ai . kekkon . ninshin . shussan nadode ooki na handeikyappu gaari kunou shiteiru .

(kigou) fuan kara mita mondaiten to youbou

osutomeito ha , nichijouseikatsu men deikutsukano fuan wo dae teiru . tou kyoukai no seikatsu jittaichousa ni mira reru fuan karasono mondaiten to youbou no omona mono wo matometemiru .

1. osutomeito ha suto^ma sougu ganakuteha kateinai demo seikatsu gadekinainode , suto^ma sougu wo jitaku ni hokan shi , gaishutsuji hakore wo mijika ni keitai shiteiruga , saigai hassei no hinan tokini suto^ma sougu wo mochidase nakatta baai ha miugoki gatorenakunaru .

kono taisaku toshite , tou kyoukai deha chihoujichitai ni taishi te saigai hasseiji niokeru hinanjo deno suto^ma sougu no kinkyuu shikyuu wo youbou shiteiru . mata , sougu hanbai gyousha ni taishi te , suto^ma sougu wo kakyuu teki sumiyaka ni jitaku nadohe haitatsu suru taisei no kakuritsu wo o negai shiteiru .

2. osutomeito no seikatsu ha suto^ma no serufukea niyori naritatte ori , kourei ninattemokore wo ijishi teikanakerebanaranai . soshite , jibun de serufukea gadekinakunattatokiha tanin no tedasuke niyorikore wo kaba^ shiteiku hitsuyou gaari , shintai ga fujiyuu ninattatoki arui ha neta kirininattatokini , kouteki sa^bisu niyori manzoku na suto^makea wo uke rareruyou setsubou shiteiru .

kaigo shisetsu hamochiron zaitaku kea nioiteha , kango shoku to kaigo shoku no kyou dou niyoru osutomeito no shougai tokusei ni hairyo shita kidousei noaru kaigo sa^bisu teikyou wo o negai shitai . genzai , tou kyoukai deha shakai no rikai wo ete , ho^muherupa^ demo suto^ma no serufukea han'inai wo daikou dekiru taisei no kakuritsu wo youbou shiteiru .

3. osutomeito ha gaishutsuji ni fuan to kinchou kara toraburu wo oko shiyasuku , tsuneni akushidento wo shinpai shinagara gaishutsu shiteiru . tatoeba haisetsubutsu ya kusai ga more tarisuru toraburu ga hassei shita toki ha , panikku joutai tonari chikaku no toire he kakekomu kotoninaruga , ippan toire deha kinkyuu shori ga youi denaku osutomeito ga konkyuu shiteiru .

osutomeito no bariafuri^ toshite , tou kyoukai deha heisei 11 nengoro kara koukyouteki shisetsu no shinshousha toire ya takinou toire no nakani , haisetsubutsu shori , suto^ma sougu no koukan . souchaku , suto^ma shuui hifu no kiyoshi shoku . senjou nado toraburu hassei no kinkyuuji ni taioukanou na setsubi wo sonae ruyou zenkokuteki ni api^ru shiteiru . mata , byouin nioitemo tsuuin . nyuuin no saini , osutomeito ga benri ni toire wo shiyoude kiruyou hairyo sarerukoto wo negatte iru .

saikin , osutomeito no setsujitsu na ni^zu ga shakaiteki na rikai wo ete , kono ( osutomeito taiou toire ) ga fukyuu shitsutsuari , kongo no kitai ha ooki i . osutomeito taiou toire no iriguchi niha , osutomeito ga iri yasuiyouni osutomeitoma^ku ( annaiyou zu kigou ) ga hyoujisa reteiru .

ero nitsuiteo shiri ninaritai kataha kochira wo douzo

senjou no ( ianfu )- ratsu mou zenmetsu tatakawo iki nobi ta boku ei kokoro no kiseki

• sakusha : nishino rumi ko
• shuppansha / me^ka^ : akashi shoten
• hatsubaibi : 2003/12
• medeia : tankoubon

(kigou) hadakano ( ianfu ) ( hantsuki shiro tsuushin No. 92)

hantsuki shiro desu .

senjitsu (13 nichi ) , terebi de ( moto juugun'ianfu , ichimai no nu^do shashin ga kataru omoi rekishi ) to dai

suru bangumi ga ( chikushitetsuya NEWS23 ) de housou saremashita . sono shougekiteki na shashin wo megutte ,

furi^raita^ no nishino rumiko sanga naiyou no koi hanashi wo katatte imashitanode , sore wo hosoku

shite shoukai shimasu .

amerika no koubunsho kan ni senjichuu no shiryou toshite ( chuugokugun niyotte horyo nisareta nippon no josei ) to shousa reru ichimai no shashin ga hokan saremashita . etsu ? josei ga horyo ni ? to omowa rerukamoshiremasen .

omakeni horyo nohitorihaonakano ooki i ninpu dearudakeni , kanojo tachiga horyo danan

teniwakaniha shinji gatai hanashi desu . soredakeni , shashin ni utsutte iru ninpu noshindosouna

sugata wo ichido mita ra dare demosono shashin wo kesshite wasure rukotohadekinaideshou .

jitsuha , horyo no ninpu toha chousenjin ( ianfu ) de , koubunsho kan no betsuna shiryou ni boku ei kokoro to kiroku

saremashita . surutosarani arata na gimon gawakimasu . nihongun ( ianjo ) deha seibyou yobou wo

kanete riyousha no heishi hitorihitorini ( totsugeki ichiban ) toyobareru danseiyou hinin gu wo watashi tei

tanode , sorega kinousu rukagiri ( ianfu ) ga ninshin surutoha kangae nikuitokorodesu . ma

ta , tatoemachigatte ninshin shitatoshitemo ( ianfu ) hasugu datai saserareruka , o harai

hako ninarunoga tsuurei nanode , ringetsu chikai ( ianfu ) no sonzai ha fukakai desu .

kono gimon nitaisuru hinto ha shashin no satsueibasho niarimashita . sokoha myanma^

( biruma ) ni chikai chuugoku no sangakuchitai de unnan shou no ratsu mou ( ramou , tsuushou . matsuyama ) toyobare

rutokorodeshita .

ratsu mou ha chuugoku kou nichi gun he rengougun kara busshi hokyuu sareru birumaru^to , iwayuru en shou ru^

to no kyoten niatari , chuugokugun tonoaidade shiretsu na sentou ga tenkai saremashita . nihongun ha nichi ni

nichi ni haishoku ga koku nariyagate gyokusai surunodesuga , touji noyousu wo nishino sanhakaroujite

iki nobita heishi no shougen karakou kaki mashita .

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senkyou ha furi no ichizu wo tadori , yagate hondo jinchi mo kiken ninari , hayami tachiha yamazaki dai ni nochi

tai shiteiku . senshisha ga zokushutsu shita . hitotsuno jinchi no heiryoku haseizei ooku te 15,6 mei

datta . kare ga seki yama jinchi ni tsui tatoki , wazuka 12 mei ninatteita .

renjitsu no ame de , hori nonakaha hiza madenukaru mizo kawa tonatteitaga , hori kara atama sura dasu ko

togadekinakatta . mochiwo tasu baai mo , hakugekihou no dan ga itsutte ita akikan wo tsukatta . mukae geki

chitakutomosudeni dangan hasubete kire teita .

seikuuken hasudeni ubawa re , kouhou karano shokuryou yusou ha tata reteita . wazukana shokuryou wo sora

kan ni ire , rousokuno hi de torotoro nite tabeta . shimainiha janguru yasai to yon da

yasou wo tabete yase koketa karada wo tamotta . kuufuku de hirou ha kyokuchi ni tasshi teita ( chuu 1).

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nihongun ha senkyou gadonnani furi ninattemo heishi ni toukou wo yurusa nakattanode , nokosa re

ta michi ha jimetsu tekina totsugeki , sunawachi gyokusai shikaarimasendeshita . bangumi ni shutsuen shita boku ei kokoro sa

nha ( nippon hei mokawaisou , nippon he kaere ba ryoushin , saishi , kyoudai moirunoni ...) to ai

rendeimashitaga , oroka monoga shidou suru shinryakusensou ha minshuu no fukou wo bai nishimashita . sono

saidai no giseisha ga ( ianfu ) nanodesuga , sono ( ianfu ) nisura ( kawaisou ) to doujou

sareru sonzai ga kougun heishi deshita .

( ianfu ) hasoushita kokoro ne de heishi tachito hori nonakade isshoni kurashi , suiji nadomo te den

i , unmei wo tomoni shimashita .( ianfu ) ga rengougun niyori horyo atsukai sareta riyuu hakokonia

rimasu .

sate , saki hodono ninpu no shashin desuga , nishino sanhakoreni 10 nen'ijou mokodawari tsuduke

mashita . heishi nadono shougen kara kanojo no genjina ga ( jaku haru ) dearukotomowakarimashita . so

shite konnen ninatte , arata na suumai no shashin wo ratsu mou no chikaku no tou etsu de nyuushu shimashita . sorega te

rebi de tori agerareta mondai no nu^do shashin desu .

sorerano shashin ha zasshi ( pureibo^i ) kaomake no kouzu de ( ianfu ) no zenshin nu^do ya ,

beddo de heishi to hadaka detawamureru shashin nadodeshita . koreraha , shashinkan wo nihongun niyotte

sesshuu sare ( ianjo ) nisareteshimatta kuma shi niyori satsuei saretamonodeshita .

nankindaigyakusatsu (1937) irai , seiyoku ousei na heishi niyori tahatsu shita goukan wo hera sutame , nippon

gun ha kakuchi ni ( ianjo ) wo mouke mashita . matsuyama demo butaichou no senki ( wakai hei no tameni kangae teya

ranakerebanaranunoga ianjo dearu ) tono kijutsu doorini ( ianjo ) gatsukuraremashita

ga , sonouchinohitotsuhaimademo tatemono dakega genzon shimasu .

boku ei kokoro harumoni *2 ( obaasan ) ha ,17 toshi no toki , junsa ni ( ii shigoto gaarukara )

todamasare , biruma wo keiyu shite ratsu mou he tsure tekoraremashita . sonotokinokoto wo boku ei kokoro

sanha ( nandekonna tokoro ni ... namida ga toma ranakatta ...) to katatte imashitaga ,

ima no koukousei kuraino toshi de kougun heishi no ( kyoudou benjo ) gawarini houshi saserareta iki jigoku sa

nagarano hibi ha , hitsuzetsu nitsukushigataimonogaattayoudeshita .

gun katana de giri tsukerareta ato ga ima demo nokotte iru harumoni no kubisuji wo terebikamera gau

tsushiteimashitaga , sei dorei toshite hanshihanshou no seikatsu wo yogina kusaretakotoga youini uka

gaemasu .

koukafukouka , harumoni noonakano kodomo ha shizan deshita . shikyuu mo tekishutsu shitanode , ha

rumoni ha nido to kodomo wo umu kotohadekimasendeshita .( ianfu ) seikatsu ha mi mo kokoro mo ,

soshite jinsei mo zutazuta nishiteshimattayoudeshita .

sate , boku ei kokoro sanga nu^do shashin no moderu dearutono shougen wo eta nishino sanha , dou

shitemosore wo honnin kara tashika merutai isshin de kitachousen ni tobi mashita . pyonyan no hoteru

no robi^ niha koubunsho kan no genga wo biki nobashi ta shashin ga kakage rareteimasuga , sono mein

dearu boku ei kokoro sanha pyonyan chikaku no minami ura shi niimademo kenzai desu .

boku harumoni ni atta nishino sanha , nu^do shashin wo mise youka mise maika , sanzan

mayoi mashita . moshi , shashin no shu ga kanojo towakareba , boku sannotsurai kako wo kotosaraegu

rukotoninarimasu . i wo kesshite nishino sanha shashin wo misemashita .

( kono shashin , dare dakawakarimasuka ?)

( iiya ... watashi haobaachandashi ...)

( harumoni no wakai tokino shashin desuka ?)

( soudesuyo ...)

( namida )

( mouyamemashou )

harumoni ha zekku shita nochi , shikirini ( shini tai ) tomorashiteitasoudesu . namida ni kure

retatsurai ( ianfu ) jidai no furukizu wo omoidashi tanodeshou .

harumoni noyouna ( ianfu ) nohitoriga , moshi , jibun no hahaoya datoshitara ... so

u omou to watashi haitatamarenai kimochi ninarimasu . watashi niha boku ei kokoro sanga keiken shita jigoku ha

kesshite taningoto dehaarimasen . sonotame , tomedonaku namida wo nagasu harumoni no sugata wo watashi ha

toutei seishi surukotogadekimasendeshita .

hisan na seishun shikanakatta harumoni ni , semetemono tsugunai yaowabiganasarereba , su

koshiha harumoni mo kokoro yasura gunodeshouga , soreha 81 toshi no harumoni ga zonmeichuu ni nantoka

shiteagetaimonodesu .

soushita kako wo seisan suruhazuno nichi asa koushou ha , rachi higaisha kazoku no kikoku mondai desukka

ri anshou ni nori ageteshimaimashitaga , koushou ha harumoni ga sukoshi ha tsugunawa reruyouna katachi de kai

kessu bekidesu .

( chuu 1) nishino rumiko ( juugun'ianfu to juugo nen sensou - biruma ianjo keieisha no shougen ) akashi shoten ,1993

( hantsuki shiro tsuushin ) http://www.han.org/a/half-moon/

shin sensei , jibun no hon ni ( NEW 23 ) no kyapucha gazou wo nose teruantaha nani nanda ?

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